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christian!
eMail add:laffyettecoolkid_@hotmail.com
loves:soccer/running/taekwondo/music/dancin/stoning
affliations:FSW/TrAcK&FiElD/commonwealth taekwondo gymnasium
*WiSh LiSt*
i wanna grow 2 b a beta person...help me god..
i wish 4 a beta life...
to SCORE in mi Nlevels
to run lyk the wind
i wanna be lyk U.K Shyam...(mi idol)
Do Well in NATIONAL Track meets
i wanna cum back 2 god...1 day..went im ready.. i pray his door will still b open 4 me..
poof;
poof;
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poof;
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poof;
poof;
im back..
seriously lookin 4 a new blogskin
im tired of tis skin...
lol!
anw..so much has happen tis past few wks
tings were made..and broke..
wow..
life is so unpredictable
at times painful..
the fear of losin hope set upon me at 1 point of time
but..was saved by good frens..
haha..God is good..
i felt he leaves me stranded..
but i nva saw the Good tings he did
4 me..
im so happy dat 2 of my N level paper r done
lol!
now i can focus on the others
i seriously wanna get in wif 3 points!
haha
Math-2
eng-1
sci-1
humans-1
F&N-2
yea
haha
mus work hard already!
onli 1 more month!
haha
so fast...
oh well..
i decided 2 step away frm Vice captain post
had some stuff 2 sort out..
yea..tnx 4 the support guys..
realli..tnx
and Wen Hao makes a great LEeader..
=)
anw..
i got lyrics 2 a song
wif kinda make sense 2 me..
has been my fav..
and..dedicated 2 my frens in NAFC..lol!
love them so much!
Sacrifice
Hello my friend,
we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart a memory
A perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember
When you are with me
I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My Sacrifice
We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to realize
What's in yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there
When you are with me
I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My Sacrifice
I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again
When you are with me
I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
Cause when you are with me
I am free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My Sacrifice,
My Sacrifice
I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again
My Sacrifice
cya!
time;11:29 AM
slpin soo late!
wat am i doin blog?
dun ask!
i need a break 2!
lols
well
i jus gona continue prayin
and hopin 4 the BEST!
trustin in God
haha
=)
okie
1s im free i will BLOG okie
cya!
tata
time;10:53 PM
been awhile since i blog
1wk man
danggg
been soo bz and tireed
did pass my tamil exams
phew!!
THANK GOD
haha
realli tried damn HARD LA
realli
REAALLLI!!!
haha
well...been super hectic 4 me
these days...studyy
wahh
cant wait 2 finish Nlevel mann
dammn
anw
i gtg
soo cya
bb
time;9:15 PM
i mean i did la
jus dat i dun remb everyting!!
so many tings 2 remb!!
arhhh
DIE!!!
time;8:41 PM
another Sunday
i feel fucked up
every sunday mornin
it happens
and ther goes my day
haiz..
im losin hope..
it goes round and cums back 2 me
again
wth can i do 2 get out?
i wanna break away!!!
haix
I HATE SUNDAYS!!
well
no 1 will realli noe how i feel la
i mean..tis is my life..
a screwed up life
when it will end..
i duno..
sumhow
i wish it will b faster..
ALOt faster..
every sat nite..
i dread 2 slp
hopin mornin nva cums
but it does..
haix
i feel lifeless
dead
destroyed
im livin in lie!
i cant b me..
im dyin
when!!!
haix
time;3:43 PM
i broke dwn 2day
infrnt of sum of the NAFC ppl
haix
i realli culdnt take it
aft wat i heard frm my dad
im soo scared
i dun wanna fail my Nlevels
cus of all tis stupid family tingS!!
i rather not take my exams
haix
i was contempletin of quitin sch
i dun wanna embrasse myself my
failin
cus i noe dat if i dun hav a tis tings
i can pass
argh!!
y is tis always happenin 2 me
i reali feel lyk quitin already
i was so depressed the past few days
but..
yst i told myself
enough!i dun wan ppl 2 c me depressed
i wanna b happy
atlest 2 show them
but 2day!
tis has 2 happen
i reali culdnt take it
i jus culdnt hold back my tears
i reali culdn
i feel soo weak and vunerable
argh!!!
y me
i hav 2 go thru tis my whole life?
haix
anw
tnks jeremy
u realli did encourage me and made me
feel a whole load beta
wat u said is true
no matter how strong i am
if i din cry i had 2 b weird
haix
but dude tnx man!
reali
haix
i duno wats gona happen frm here..
i feel lyk im hangin on thin thread
im gona snap ani moment!
i jus wish i culd take a gun
and shot it dwn her!!
y the hell is she doin tis 2 my family
jus leave us alone damn it!!!
FUCK OFF!
time;6:48 PM
soo sick of being the real me!
the sad and untalkative me!
i wanna b me
i mean..im depress la
but..why make others worry?
rite?
soo
i wanna b me!
laffyette
talkative
dumb and lame..
DUH!!
MAHA!!!!
haha..last min cock up la
u ahh
say wanna cum 2 the muiscal...
u ahh
haix
4eva la
haha
kk
jokin
then
im goin 4 the musical wif syakir..
then...
2molo is 1/2 day
founders day tingy
soo good
haha
im soo stress wif studyin
haha
realli la
well
i will get used 2 it eventually
kk..
gtg cya
bb
b4 i go
i leave wif a song lyric dat i sumhow feel
attached 2
its by Angels and Airwaves
A Little's Enough Angels And Airwaves
When all is said and done
Will we still feel pain inside?
Will the scars go away with night?
Try to smile for the morning light
It's like the best dream to have
Where every thing is not so bad
Every tear is so alone
Like God himself is coming home to say I,
I can do anything
If you want me here
And I can fix any thing
If you let me near
Where are those secrets now
That you're too scared to tell
I'd whisper them all aloud
So you can hear yourself
Green trees were the first sign
The deepest blue, the clearest sky
The silence came with the brightest eyes
And turned water into wine
The children ran to see
The parents stood in disbelief
And those who knew braced for the ride
The earth itself then came alive to say I,
I can do anything
If you want me here
And I can fix anything
If you let me near
Where are those secrets now
That you're too scared to tell
I whisper them all aloud
So you can hear yourself
I'm sorry I have to say it but you look like you're sad
Your smile is gone;
I've noticed it bad
The cure is if you let in just a little more love
I promise you this,
a little's enough
(Just a little...)
time;11:21 PM