don't go home.

And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty and
Everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doin
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

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WELLCOME 2 mi sad and sorry life...
DONT b sad 4 me just yet..
I will rise frm the death
SoOon.....

Sunday, July 16, 2006

tis time..im realli back

heys
wowowow
long break uh
well
alot of tings been goin on
suddenly its gona b Aug
soon...will b sept then Oct
then....nxt year..
haix
all the ppl i noe will b leavin wif out me
im in NA
life..oh well
will miss all tis ppl
alot

tis Year nationals...
i messed up
realli big time
but wat can i ask 4?
i train 4 1month
cus i had 2 go tamil class
then...i converted 2 sumting new
400m...crazy event
but...dats y i love it
im gona b the best at it..soon..
thnk god i got another yr 2 prove my self..

that....leads to another decision i made
someting dat wuld haunt me 4eva..
yet i had 2 choose..

I quit the Fsw..(fairfield soccer world) team
i cried on the day i made dat choise
and i ask god..
is tis realli wat i want?
hmm...eitherway...i made the choise..
and now...i will live wif it..
to make sure tis decision does not go 2 waste...
nxt year...Track and Field national..top 3 is someting
i realli need 2 get..
i will get it
i must...
i noe i can..

"let us run with perserverenc
fixing our eyes on Jesus
the author and perfecter of our faith"

my faith..and races..
that will keep me strong 4 as long as i live..

anw...
4 now
its studies...
TAMIL!!!!
i need help damn it
haha
duno how im gona pass it
but
i hav 2
oh well
keep workin...
once im done wif my Nlevels..
phew!!!
trainin begins
haha
kk
dats all 4 now..c ya
bb

poof;
time;8:49 PM

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